In the last episode, Jack told A2 that he likes her. What are the repercussions of his action? Stay tune and find out...
As Friedrich Nietzche once mentioned, a man who loses focus on his goal due to his emotions is a fool. I went in, with an objective in mind, with a gameplan in hand, and yet I lost my focus. I destroyed my own gameplan. I lost focus. I was a fool.
I acted as if I was interested to the girl that I was talking to, but actually, I was only interested in A2. I stood up, and said my goodbyes. I walked towards A2, asked her if she wants to leave with me. She said no, she would like to stay on. I said it's cool and I am gonna grab a sandwich first before heading home. I bid my farewell and walked on to the sandwich shop.
It was colder than usual, and the night is darker than usual. I thought to myself, that summer is almost over and winter shall now be arriving. Eventhough the sandwich shop is just nearby, but it felt like a long walk for me. I thought about L,A and M,the funny thing is, after all these years, it still hurts. Espescially A...
I walked into the shop and the cashier greeted me. I ordered my sandwich and during that time, I thought to myself, maybe I shouldn't be hanging out with A2. I know that I would hurt myself in the end, yet I tried to enjoy the ride(Episode 9). Deep down inside, I don't wanna hurt myself again. I am afraid. If you know the ending is going to be bad, then why should you travel that path? I have a choice, and that is not to travel this path again. It's the same scenario as M, and look how it ended up. I was adamant not to be involve this time. I was focus not to .
Then suddenly, someone tapped my shoulder. I turned to my left and there she was, beside me. A2 was standing beside me. I was shocked to find her beside me. I asked her, why did she come, and she replied that she doesn't know. She just came. I know it didn't mean much to a normal person but to me it did. My focus earlier was slowly eroding. And that's when I put myself in a checkmate. I was almost in tears by her answer as I was touched.
I smiled at her, and said thanks. And at that exact moment, I was not focus anymore. I lost focus on my goal due to my emotions and I was a fool. A fool...in love.
